A Rock Star Does Not

I Had Seen These Transformations, People Who Had Lost Their Will To Live, Coming Back From Their Zombie States And Radiating A New Life Force From Their Eyes.

The Collective Love For Music And Poetry And Just The Brotherhood Of Sound. And It's Still Kind Of Flowing Through Me And I Attribute That To The Team.

Personally, I Am Stuck With One Foot In The Past And One Foot In The Present.

I Had To Sit With My Senses. This Clear, Beautiful Intuition Took Over. I Knew Exactly How I Felt, And I Wasn't Confused Or Clouded Or Compromised. I Realized That None Of My Feelings Had Diminished, But I Might Have To Lose Someone I Truly Loved. I Didn't Want To Run Away From Claire, But I Knew Drug Addiction Was Strong Enough That I Had To Be Willing, If Need Be, To Let Go Of The Person I'd Just Fallen In Love With.

She Wasn't About To Go Down That Road Herself, Which Was A Testament To Her Spiritual Awakening And Her Commitment To Sanity. It Was A Real Blessing That She Didn't Follow Me, Because Oftentimes, People Go Out Together And One Comes Back And The Other Doesn't. Or Both Of Them Never Do.