Emotion Is Messy, Contradictory... And

There Is A Vast Difference Between How Things Seem From The Outside And How They Feel On The Inside.

But If You Know That Something Has Been Really Vicious, You Don't Read It, You Don't Let It Into Your Head. What's Damaging Is When Sentences Go Through Your Head And You Burn With The Injustice Of It.

And Cooking Is About Balance And Harmony.

Cooking Is Actually Quite Aggressive And Controlling And Sometimes, Yes, There Is An Element Of Force-feeding Going On.

There Is A Kind Of Euphoria Of Grief, A Degree Of Madness.