Every Time You Are Not

How Do You Build A Relationship When You've Hardly Shared A Word But Suddenly Share A Child? How Do You Love A Daughter You Don't See For Nearly Two Years? When Does She Become Your Daughter? How Does She Become Your Daughter?

I Lost In The Second Round Of The French Open And Had 10 Days Off. I Went To The Hard Rock Cafe. It Was Exciting To Be Away From My Parents, To Stay In A Hotel. Hotels At 17 Meant Freedom.

The Eyes Of Some Of The Fans At Davis Cup Matches Scare Me. There's No Light In Them. Fixed Emotions. Blind Worship. Horror. It Makes Me Think Of What Happened To Us Long Ago.

I Drew My Strength From Fear. Fear Of Losing. I Don't Remember The Games I Won, Only The Games I Lost.

Girls Had Never Been Important. I'd Had A Girlfriend Or Two And Had Liked Them A Lot But It Wasn't Love, Because My First Love Was Tennis.