Exactly How Am I Supposed

"i Don't Know How To Say It Exactly. Only... I Want To Die As Myself. Does That Make Any Sense?" He Asks. I Shake My Head. How Could He Die As Anyone But Himself. "i Don't Want Them To Change Me In There. Turn Me Into Some Kind Of Monster That I'm Not."

I Drag Myself Out Of Nightmares Each Morning And Find There's No Relief In Waking.

You Know, You Could Live A Thousand Lifetimes And Not Deserve Him.

But Just The Fact That He Was Sparkling Leads Me To Doubt Everything That Happened.

So People Really Do Tear Out Their Hair And Beat The Ground With Their Fists