I Always Wanted To Be

At The Age Of Fifteen My Grandmother Became The Concubine Of A Warlord General.

I No Longer Have The Terrible Nightmares That I Used To Have. Mao Had Just Died In 1976, And China Began To Open Up. For The First Time Scholarships To Go To The West To Study Were Awarded On Academic Merit.

I Feel Perhaps My Heart Is Still In China.

When A Man Gets Power, Even His Chickens And Dogs Rise To Heaven.

In Spring 1989...i Saw The Buildup Of Demonstrations From Chengdu To Tiananmen Square. It Struck Me That Fear Had Been Forgotten To Such An Extent That Few Of The Millions Of Demonstrators Perceived Danger. Most Seemed To Be Taken By Surprise When The Army Opened Fire.