I Don't Need To Be

I Fantasize About Having A Manual Job Where I Can Come Home At Night, Read A Book And Not Feel Responsible For What Will Happen The Next Day.

I Can't Imagine Ever Not Doing [acting]. I Would Feel Like I Would Have Lost A Limb. But I Am Older Now, And Sometimes I Wonder Who I Would Have Been And What About Me Would Have Changed Had I Not Had These Experiences As A Young Person

Eventually This All Passes. The Public Horrors Of Today Eventually Blow Away. And, Yes, You Are Changed By The Awful Wake Of Reckoning They Leave Behind. Hopefully In The Process You Don't Lose Your Ability To Throw Your Arms In The Air Again And Spin In Wild Abandon. That Is The Ultimate F.u. And - Finally - The Most Beautiful Survival Tool Of All. Don't Let Them Take That Away From You.

If You Had Been A Public Figure From The Time You Were A Toddler, If You'd Had To Fight For A Life That Felt Real And Honest And Normal Against All Odds, Than Maybe To You Might Value Privacy Above All Else. I Have Given Everything Up There From The Time That I Was Three-years Old. That's Reality Show Enough, Don't You Think?

Part Of Me Longs To Do A Job Where There's Not A Gray Area.