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Anyone Who's Really Interested In Anything Spends Time Alone.

I Feel That Pride And Prejudice Is An Incredibly Well Constructed Novel On Every Level. The Dialogue Is Great. The Character Development Is Great. The Plotting Is Great. The Pacing Is Great. The Language Is Great.

I Think That There's Some Confusion In My Own Mind About What I Believe.

The Big Occurrences In Life, The Serious Ones, Have For Me Always Been Nearly Impossible To Recognize Because They Never Feel Big Or Serious. In The Moment, You Have To Pee, Your Arm Itches, Or What People Are Saying Strikes You As Melodramatic Or Sentimental, And It's Hard Not To Smirk. You Have A Sense Of What This Type Of Situation Should Be Like - For One Thing, All-consuming - And This Isn't It. But Then You Look Back, And It Was That; It Did Happen.

I Actually Liked The Disolation Of Winter; It Was The Season When It Was Okay To Be Unhappy. If I Were To Ever Kill Myself, I Thought It Would Be In The Summer.