I Dunno," I Said, "but

It Seems I Make A Lot Of Mistakes And It Seems That I Am Not Allowed Any.

They Thought I Had Guts They Were Wrong I Was Only Frightened Of More Important Things

We Are Born Like This Into This Into These Carefully Mad Wars Into The Sight Of Broken Factory Windows Of Emptiness Into Bars Where People No Longer Speak To Each Other Into Fist Fights That End As Shootings And Knifings Born Into This Into Hospitals Which Are So Expensive That It’s Cheaper To Die Into Lawyers Who Charge So Much It’s Cheaper To Plead Guilty Into A Country Where The Jails Are Full And The Madhouses Closed Into A Place Where The Masses Elevate Fools Into Rich Heroes

Human Relationships Simply Aren't Durable. I Think Back To The Women In My Life. They Seem Non-existent.

I Knew I Was Strong, And Maybe Like They Said, "crazy." But I Had This Feeling Inside Of Me That Something Real Was There.