I Finally Feel Like I'm

I Didn't Know What Guess Jeans Were. I Just Shopped At Wal-mart And Kmart And Stuff Like That.

It's Very Expensive To Be Me. It's Terrible The Things I Have To Do To Be Me.

I Have Been Alone Since My Husband Died. I Stay In My Home. I Don't Date. It's Hard To Date When You're At Home. Nobody Knows You.

He's Comming To Meet Me On Sun. Cant Wait!!... Please God Let Him Love Me!!... This Could Be It [followed By Five Happy Faces].... Hes Going To Publish My Pictures Im So Glad I Didn't Sleep With Him Either!... I Hate For Men To Want Sex All The Time. I Hate Sex Anyway. (1992, Diary Entry As She Prepares For A Meeting With Paul Marciano, Head Of Guess.)

Nobody Has Ever Respected Me And Done Things For Me And Loved Me. So When Howard (former Husband J. Howard Marshall Ii) Came Along, It Was A Blessing. He Is The Only Person In My Life Who Does Not Care About What Other People Say About Me. He Truly Loves Me And I Love Him For It.