I Like People Too Much

Oh What A Poet I Will Flay Myself Into.

I’d Discovered, After A Lot Of Extreme Apprehension About What Spoons To Use, That If You Do Something Incorrect At Table With A Certain Arrogance, As If You Knew Perfectly Well You Were Doing It Properly, You Can Get Away With It And Nobody Will Think You Are Bad-mannered Or Poorly Brought Up. They Will Think You Are Original And Very Witty.

I Smile, Now, Thinking: We All Like To Think We Are Important Enough To Need Psychiatrists

Sometimes I Feel Like I'm Not Solid. I'm Hollow. There's Nothing Behind My Eyes. I'm A Negative Of A Person. All I Want Is Blackness, Blackness And Silence.

The One Thing I Was Good At Was Winning Scholarships And Prizes, And That Era Was Coming To An End.