I May Be Loaded. I

Speaking Of Stage Freight. I Was Terrified! It Was In Nola At An All Ages Show. I Was Wearing Jeans, A Van Halen T-shirt, And A Bandana On My Neck. Once I Gripped That Microphone Stand, I Did Not Let Go! I Plugged My Microphone Into A Guitar Fx Pedal. Then At The End Of The A Black Sabbath Song We Were Covering, I Hit The Guitar Pedal. It Was Horrific!

In My Better Sense Of Mind, I Know That Im Far From Alone And Far From The Worst, And The Earth Keeps Spinning. Everything Keeps Moving, With Or Without Me.

We, Pantera, Had The Greatest, The Most Intense, Dedicated Fans I've Ever Seen In My ******* Life. And I Really Hope With All My Heart That One Day, People - Especially Our Fans And My Friends - Can See Clearly Enough To Think For Themselves And Really Realize That I Have Nothing But Love For Them. I've Just Been Going Through Personal Hell Since December. Once Again, It's Very Hard To Talk About, Man. You Know, My Heart Is In A Thousand Pieces A Day.

I Am The Type That Cannot Stay Put In Living In The Past And Solely In The Past. It's Not Healthy And It Doesn't Feel Right.

I Wasn't That Wild About That. I Told Them Basically If They Were Really Going To Want To Bring Back Heavy Metal To A Program On Mtv, Then They Are Really Going To Have To Get In Touch With What Real Heavy Metal Is.