I Realize Now I Didn't

Michael And I Talk At Least Every Two Weeks. He Understands Why I've Done The Things I Have.

I Can't Say It's Not Painful Being Estranged From Most Of My Family. I Wish It Could Be Otherwise.

I Think The Deepest Problem Is Between My Parents And Me. I Just Don't Know If It Will Ever Be The Same.

The End Of The Trial And The 'not Guilty' Verdicts On All Counts, Clearing Michael Of All Charges, Mean That He Can Now Concentrate On The Future And His Art.

That's One Of The Things That I Say To Myself As Far As A Ritual That I Have Every Day: "what Can I Do Today To Make It Better Than It Was Yesterday?"