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I Still Feel Like The Person Who Shouldn't Be Doing This And Everyone Is Acting Around Me As If I'm A Badass All The Time. And This Still Feels Like A Stretch. I Realize This Is Something That Is Incredible. I Get To Do This And I Get Wonderful Teachers To Help Me And It's Amazing.

I'd Like To Have Finally Answered The Anorexic Question So Profoundly And Definitively, That Would Be The End Of It. The Only Reason I Ever Brought It Up In The First Place Is Because When I Was Young, I Read A Lot Of Misinformation About Eating Disorders. But Because I Picked The Wrong Magazine To Tell My Story To, I Wished I'd Never Said Anything. It Was Totally Sensationalized And That's Been A Real Drag. I Felt Terribly Violated.

Sleep Is Like The Holy Grail. My Trainer Says If You're Tired, Your Workout Will Suffer. Sleep Is Magic Stuff.

But It Still Feels Like It's A Reach For Me. I Am More Comfortable Doing A Drama. I Feel Like I Know What I'm Doing A Bit Better There. But It's Good To Be Scared.

My Life Has Not Been Predictable. I Never Would Have Imagined I'd Be Living Where I'm Living, Doing What I'm Doing Or Married To An American Guy. I'm Interested To See What Will Happen Next!