I Want To Take Time

I've Realized That Being Happy Is A Choice.

The Loss Of A Child Is My Greatest Nightmare.

I Don't Really Have Girlfriends In Movies, If You've Noticed. Well, I Have A Few Girlfriends, I Just... I Stay At Home A Lot. I'm Just Not Very Social. I Don't Do A Lot With Them, And I'm Very Homebound. I'll Talk To My Family, I Talk To Brad... But I Don't Know, I Don't Have A Lot Of Friends I Talk To. He Is Really The Only Person I Talk To.

The Interesting Thing For Me Is That Everybody Felt That I Was Really Wild When I Was Unbalanced And Desperate To Communicate Something And Didn't Have A Sense Of Purpose. But I've Never Been So Crazy And Wild As I Am With My Son Or As I Am Now.

I Suppose I'm Very Aware Of Time And Of Memories And Of Enjoying Life... Not Just Doing The Right Thing And Being A Useful Person, Which I Certainly Wanna Be And Believe That I Am. I Hold Onto My Family Really Tight And Try To Be As Good A Woman As I Can Be In My Life.