I Went To Catholic School

I Would Surrender My Being To See You Whole Once More.

I Know This Is Going To Sound Crazy, But I Really Love Working Out. I Know That Sounds Sick To Some People, But I Didn't Love It At First. It's Become A Healthy Addiction For Me. And Like, Now, If I'm Watching Tv On The Couch I'm Like, "ugh, I Could Be On A Cardio Machine Watching The Same Thing." That's Just Now How My Mind Thinks.

My Weight Fluctuates, Like Any Normal Girl, And I Have Times When I Feel Insecure.

I'm The Ugly Sister. I'm The Fat One. I'm The Transvestite. I Have Had Those Mean Things Said About Me At Least Twice A Day For The Last Five Years. It's Horrible, You Know? But I Can Brush That Stuff Off.

A Few Years Ago I Lost 30 Pounds, And People Still Wanted To Criticize. And Honestly, I'm Happy With Myself If I'm A Little Heavier. I Realized: 'why Am I Trying To Conform To Someone Else's Idea Of Beauty?' I Think I'm Beautiful Either Way.