If I Programmed My Own

I'm Really Happy. Really! I Think People Honestly Just Want To See Me As A Mum And Married And Barefoot And Pregnant In The Kitchen. And I Just Want To Say, 'everybody, Relax! It's Going To Happen.'

I Don't Know If I Ever Really Get Mad In Real Life.

There Are Many Stages Of Grief. It's Sad, Something Coming To An End. It Cracks You Open, In A Way -- Cracks You Open To Feeling. When You Try To Avoid The Pain, It Creates Greater Pain. I'm A Human Being, Having A Human Experience In Front Of The World. I Wish It Weren't In Front Of The World. I Try Really Hard To Rise Above It.

I Don't Like [the Pressure] That People Put On Me, On Women, That You've Failed Yourself As A Female Because You Haven't Procreated. This Continually Is Said About Me: That I Was So Career-driven And Focused On Myself; That I Don't Want To Be A Mother, And How Selfish That Is.

I Was Told To Avoid The Business All Together Because Of The Rejection. People Would Say To Me, 'don't You Want To Have A Normal Job And A Normal Family?' I Guess That Would Be Good Advice For Some People, But I Wanted To Act.