I'm Not A Person Who

I Always Feel Bad For Those Who, In A Sense, Cede Their Authority To Others, Let Others Make Major Decisions About Their Life And Actually Believe Them. When You're Tiny, You Have No Choice. But As Soon As Your Mind Starts Working, You Pretty Well Figure It Out. And You Realize You're A Hostage Until You're Old Enough To Leave. But As Long As You Have That Goal - I Will Get Out Of Here - You'll Be Ok.

... I Distrust Manifest Knowledge.

A Controller Doesn't Trust His/her Ability To Live Through The Pain And Chaos Of Life. There Is No Life Without Pain Just As There Is No Art Without Submitting To Chaos.

Dad Could Charm A Dog Off A Meat Wagon.

I Believe That We Often Disguise Pain Through Ritual And It May Be The Only Solace We Have.