I'm Sort Of A Gay

I Hope I Am A Psychotherapist's Dream. I've Spent Enough Hours In Therapy.

I May Cry Ruining My Make Up, Wash Away All Things You've Taken.. I Don't Care If I Don't Look Pretty, Big Girls Cry When Their Hearts Are Breaking.

Knowing Now What Goes Into Making A Successful Artist, It's Disheartening.

I Just Want To Make A Beautiful Film. I've Had It In My Head For So Long, So I Want To Try. Every Now And Again I Get Scared. And That's Not Really How I Operate In Songwriting Or As Sia The Artist, The Singer. I Don't Operate From A Place Of Fear. But This Is Such A New Area For Me. I Still Have Some Insecurity. So, Like, Once A Week I Get Washed From The Top Of My Skull Down To My Toes With This Vomitous Feeling Of Fear. I Think, "just Don't Do It. You Don't Have To Do It. You're Already A Singer And A Songwriter. Really, You Don't Have To Make A Movie.".

I Don't Go To Shows Because I Just Want To Listen To The Music Performed Live. I Want To Get To Know The Person Who's Performing It. Or I Want To, Like, Take Away A Sense That I Had An Experience That Nobody Else Is Going To Have Again, Or A Unique Experience For That Moment.