Losing My Mind From This

I'm Stuck In 7th Grade & I Just Keep Getting Let Back

I'm Far From Perfect. I'm Still Learning. I Overworked Myself, And I Paid The Price. I Consider The Breakdown A Breakthrough. I Needed To Hit Rock Bottom. I Needed To Understand The Cost Of Pushing So Hard; Fighting So Hard Against The System.

I Am Thinking Of You In My Sleepless Solitude Tonight.

My Father Identified As A Black Man. No One Asked Him Because He Was Clearly Black. But People Always Ask Me. If We Were Together, People Would Look At Us In A Really Strange Way. It Sucked. As A Little Girl I Had Blond Hair And They'd Look At Me, Look At Him, And Be Disgusted.

I Don't Go Out Much. I'm Also Not Promiscuous. If I Went Out With Everyone The Press Said I Did, I'd Never Have Time To Write Or Sing.