Maybe I Am A Jerk

You Could Eat Sushi Off My Bookshelf. My Cleaning Regime Is Like A Battleground. I'm Genghis Khan And My Cleaning Products Are My Mongolian Army And I Take No Prisoners. The Rest Of My Life Is An Experiment In Chaos So I Like To Keep My Flat Neat.

I Have Found In Black Metal The Lyrics Are Profoundly Beautiful... A Pathos And Mythos At The Same Time.

Sometimes An Idea From Six Years Ago Will Come To Me Out Of The Blue. And Maybe I Haven't Even Seen The Lyrics I Wrote Down, But I'll Just Have This Physical Memory Of Having Written It, And In My Mind I Can See The Piece Of Paper, And The Words I Wrote Down, And Then By Muscle Memory, I'll Remember The Chords That Go Along With It.

To Conceive Music, To Execute It In Front Of Others, To Make It So Others Can Do It...it Can Be Pretty Humbling, And Kind Of Scary. So Yeah, I Don't Really Feel In Competition With Anybody. Not Because I Feel Elitist, But Because I Have Enough Self-competition. I'm Always Struggling.

Some Things Were Made To Be Felt