My Touchstone Is Just Fear

I Grew Up In A House Where My Father Went On Auditions, And He Got Some And He Lost Some, And There Were Good Years And Lean Years. I Didn't Expect Anything From The Business, And That's Often A Danger In Hollywood, The Notion That If You're Pretty And Have White Teeth And Just Show Up For The Game Then You'll Win.

I Think The Most Dangerous Word In The English Language Is 'should.' 'i Should Have Done This.' Or 'i Should Do That.' 'should' Implies Responsibility. It Connotes Demand. Which Is Just Not The Case. Life Ebbs And Flows.

I Find It Really Hard To Even Read Another Script While Shooting.

I Feel Prematurely Old. I'm Actually Having This Major Belated Quarter-life Crisis. I'm Turning 30 In A Couple Of Weeks. I've Been Thinking A Lot About Mortality. A Lot About What I'm Going To Do With My Life And How To Enjoy It. One Of The Things I'm Going To Work On Is Being More Spontaneous, Letting Go, Embracing The Beauty Of Come-what-may.

It Feels Great To Not Be The Acne-ridden Outsider That I Felt Like When I Was In High School. It's A Lot More Fun Being Alive Now Than It Was Then, I'll Say That Much.