Once I Started Drinking More

I'm Not Ashamed To Say That I Cried At An Animation Movie

As Early As Second Grade I Remember Feeling Really Different And Isolated. I Had The Hugest Crush On A Boy, And My Best Friend Had A Crush On Him, Too. One Day He Said To Me, 'i Like Your Best Friend More Because She's Paler And She Has Freckles.' And It Was Right Then That I Began To Feel Like, Oh Wow, I'm Different.

What's So Kind Of Beautiful About The Whole Thing Was That Everything That Made Me Not Right For All Of Those Hundreds Of Commercial Auditions That I Went On And No One Ever Wanted Me For Is What Made Me Perfectly Right For 'real Women Have Curves'.

Am I Latin? Am I American? What The Hell Am I? I Love My Culture And I'm Very Proud Of My Culture

I Just Want To Be In My Sweats, Walk My Dog, Watch Tv And Eat Pizza.