People Say It Gets Better

The Chemotherapy Was Very Peculiar, Something That Makes You Feel Much Worse Than The Cancer Itself, A Very Nasty Thing. I Used To Go To Treatment On My Own, And Nearly Everybody Else Was With Somebody. I Wouldn't Have Liked That. Why Would You Want To Make Anybody Sit In Those Places?

Try Not To Cry Too Much Because It Can Be Pretty Heart-breaking And Pretty Hard.

Which Is Strange - I've Always Thought Of Myself As Someone Who Writes Out Of Difficulty. And I Did Do That, But I Came Out On The Side Of Light More Often Than Not.

I Had No Idea That That Was Around In The Family Anywhere. Maybe It Never Was. But - So They Broke The Way For Me, If You Know What I Mean. I Have No Idea Where I Got The Idea From To Do What I Do. But I Think They - Ian And Alistair, My Brothers Kind Of Opened A Lot Of Doors For Me Onto The World - You Know, Made It Seem To Be A Very, Very Interesting Place.

I Said 'it Can't Go On' And He Said 'no, It Can't.' Honestly, I Don't Think I Could Have Mattered Less To Him By Then. But By Then, Nothing Mattered To Him.