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[childbirth] Is The Weirdest Thing I've Ever Seen. It's Like An 'alien' Movie. I Started Crying, It Was So Emotional ... I Was There In The Room But I Wasn't Planning On Doing Much. But Then I See This Blue Pinhead Come Out And I Think I Said To The Nurse, 'what The Hell Is That?' And Then It Turns Into This Round Red Thing In Seconds. It's Just Shocking.

I've Always Liked Monster Movies And I've Always Been Fascinated By - Again, Growing Up In A Culture Where Death Was Looked Upon As A Dark Subject And Living So Close To Mexico Where You See The Day Of The Dead With The Skeletons And It's All Humor And Music And Dancing And A Celebration Of Life In A Way. That Always Felt More Of A Positive Approach To Things. I Think I Always Responded To That More Than This Dark, Unspoken Cloud In The Environment I Grew Up In.

I've Always Been Misrepresented. You Know, I Could Dress In A Clown Costume And Laugh With The Happy People But They'd Still Say I'm A Dark Personality.

That's Why I Like Old Monster Movie Actors, Because They Transform Into Different Characters Or Creatures.

And In That One Grey Hair I Saw My Whole Life And I Said "i Think I Need A Hair.