Sometimes I Wanted To Believe

Gideon Woke Up Ready To Conquer The World, And He Liked To Start That Domination With Me. How Lucky Was I?

And Yet I Understood The Alienation Of Being Around Others Who Couldn't Really See You Or Chose Not To. I'd Felt The Self-loathing That Came With Being A Fraud, Protraying An Image Of What You Wished You Could Be But Weren't. I'd Lived With The Fear That People You Loved Might Turn Away From You If They Ever Got To Know The True Person Hidden Inside.

His Smile Was Like Lightning In The Darkness, Blinding And Beautiful And Mysterious, And I Wanted Him So Badly It Was Physically Painful.

It's A Full Time Job With A Part-time Companion.

I Have One One Type: Eva Lauren Tramell. That’s It.” I Rolled My Eyes. “okay. Whatever.