They Will Only Care When

You Must Feel Attractive To Be Attractive.

My Illusions Didn't Have Anything To Do With Being A Fine Actress. I Knew How Third Rate I Was. I Could Actually Feel My Lack Of Talent, As If It Were Cheap Clothes I Was Wearing Inside. But, My God, How I Wanted To Learn, To Change, To Improve!

At Twelve I Looked Like A Girl Of Seventeen. My Body Was Developed And Shapely. I Still Wore The Blue Dress And The Blouse The Orphanage Provided. They Made Me Look Like An Overgrown Lummox.

Beneath The Makeup & Behind The Smile I'm Just The Girl Who Wishes For The World. A Wise Girl Kisses, But Doesn't Love. Listens But Dosen't Believe. And Leaves Before She Is Left. If You Can Make A Girl Laugh - You Can Make Her Do Anything. It's Often Just Enough To Be With Someone. I Don't Need To Touch Them. Not Even Talk. A Feeling Passes Between You Both. You're Not Alone.

When You're A Failure In Hollywood, That's Like Starving To Death Outside A Banquet Hall, With Smells Of Filet Mignon Driving You Crazy.