When I Was 10, My

I Don't Read Reviews Or Interviews Or Anything, Just Because I'm Afraid; If I Believed The Good, Then I'd Believe The Bad, And There Will Be Bad.

I'm Trying To Work Out A Way To Be A Singer And To Create Cool Content. I'm Willing To Do That As An Entertainer. But I'm Not Willing To Give Up My Actual Self. And The Way The System Is Built Up, There'll Be A Backlash Soon. Just Recently Some People Published 11 Photos Of Sia's Face. It's A Bummer For Me Because It's Going To Elevate My Profile And Make Me More Recognizable. But I Don't Look The Same As I Did When I Used To Have My Photo Taken. Music Is For Your Ears, Not Your Eyes, Right? But Film Is For Your Eyes, And I Would Like To Give You Something.

I've Got Thick Skin And An Elastic Heart.

I Just Want To Make A Beautiful Film. I've Had It In My Head For So Long, So I Want To Try. Every Now And Again I Get Scared. And That's Not Really How I Operate In Songwriting Or As Sia The Artist, The Singer. I Don't Operate From A Place Of Fear. But This Is Such A New Area For Me. I Still Have Some Insecurity. So, Like, Once A Week I Get Washed From The Top Of My Skull Down To My Toes With This Vomitous Feeling Of Fear. I Think, "just Don't Do It. You Don't Have To Do It. You're Already A Singer And A Songwriter. Really, You Don't Have To Make A Movie.".

I'm 39, And I Would Like To Be Able To Make Great Pop Music For Another 20 Years. And It Feels Like Creating A Sort Of Inanimate Blond Bob And Allowing Other People To Play The Role Of The Pop Singer, It Affords Me A Little Bit More Freedom In Terms Of My Expiration Date.