You've Been Killing Me Inside

I Been Saying It For Years: Church Is Full Of Sneaky Men Posing As Honest Souls, And They Are Perpetuators Our Here Looking For Women Just Like You, With Giant Holes In Your Hearts, And They Can Smell When You Got A Good Job And When You Lonely As Hell.

It's Amazing How We Can Make Ourselves Believe What We Want To.

I Remember The Day I Turned Thirty. I Was Getting Out Of The Shower And I Stood In Front Of The Mirror And Stared At Myself For A Long Time. I Examined Every Inch Of My Body And Appreciated The Fact That I Finally Looked Like A Grown Woman. I Also Assumed That This Was How I Was Going To Look For The Rest Of My Life. The Way I Saw It, I Was Never Going To Age; I'd Just Look Up One Day And Be Old.

I Was Tired Of Chasing Ghosts, Hollow Men Who Were Outside My Comfort Zone, Men Who Had Nothing To Give Me Except A Rush. It Was All I Asked For, And All I Ever Got.

Pay Attention To The Things That Agitate You. It Will Tell You A Lot About Yourself.